i lost my school badge yesterday. i was merely a few metres away from home and i had to lose it. gosh, i hate that badge so much. firstly, its pin in so loose and bloody lousy that it comes off the blouse so easily, thus making it easy to lose. secondly, i have to pay $2.50 for a badge which i did not lose on purpose. i was not careless, the badge came off by itself!
argh, i am so mad with myself for not taking it off while i was in the bus. once again, i gave the badge the benefit of the doubt and failed to realise the consequences of my actions. usually i would remove the badge when i'm on the bus home, because i know how easily i lose it. yup, it happened. i was utterly upset and disgusted with myself and the badge. upset with myself because i didn't learn my lesson from the previous years.
do you know the damn school only gives one badge to one person to wear for the rest of three years? *&^^^#%, don't they think anyone will lose theirs? the funny thing is, they fail to see that the badge's pin is beyond hope, and yet they want us to pay another $2.50 for the faulty pin. what is this? it is so unfair. i hate it, i hate it, i hate it! (sorry for behaving like a raving lunatic. i can only do that here.)
from now on, i do not care. i shall pull that stupid piece of metal off my blouse and dump it into the safe hands of my bag as soon as i step out of school. i am NOT going to pay another $2.50(it's way expensive and above my budget of a badge) for a pathetic piece of metal which has a useless fastener. it's not worth my good money. i promise that i won't ever lose my badge.
ahh... after getting that off my back, i feel a teeny wee bit better. i am still fuming over my foolishness, but not so hung up over the loss of the badge anymore. what is so weird about me is that i easily blow my top off with this kind of matter, to the extent where i almost break down and go sit at the kerb and cry(i didn't do that but i think that would have been a good way to get people to pay me $2.50 to buy my badge. haha.). at the same time i think, what is wrong with me? why can't i get a hold of myself?
