accomplishing something or many things during the hours you are awake is definitely more fufiling than wasting that time on sleep.
i
MUST remind myself.
wasting time leaves me feeling guilty and empty because i haven't done anything that is fruitful. i should have realised it long ago but i guess i just kicked that nagging voice to the depths of my brain.
well, it's time to stop all my nonsense and get down to business.
i've also learnt something else but i seem to have misplaced that thought. hang on while i find it. oh oh, i finally realise that all these years, while in school, i have been hating myself. i still do, kinda but i'm going to have to do my best not to anymore.
if only i hadn't been adamant on hating myself; i probably would have been leading a better life now. but hey, it's never too late to change.
just a few thoughts of the day.