Dedicated to Samantha.
Alright, I'm not going to give you some mushy poem or something, haha. I'm just gonna write a letter to you. Nothing too sentimental either.
Hey Samantha,
How have you been doing? Long time to talk/see/whatever man! Anyway, what about your SS? Have your prelims started? If they have, all the best!!! Yup, I do hope you pass SS. It shouldn't be too difficult, given your thinking prowess, haha. My prelims start right after the September holidays. Hey, have you received my sms? Reply quick!
Anyhow, I'm currently doing my CME project. Argh, it's such a waste of time frankly. But it's a form of escape from the mundane lessons we go through in school. Am listening to perfect 10 too. Haven't listened to it in years. Haha. I don't know any new band (except C21) or new songs. I do know that they keep playing trash in the whole day. What I wouldn't give for a day where they play our p6 songs. Listening to "Wonderwall" now. Know who sang it?
Oh my gosh, guess what I just heard from my mom. There's is girl I used to know from church. She's 22 now and she has TWO children!!! Omggg... she's just 22! Well, apparently she was kind of lonely and depressed after her mom died in a crash 2 or 3 years ago and so... yeah. I can't believe it! I don't think she completed her education. I think I used to think she was really cool because she could play the piano well but I can't remember anything else about her. A mother at 22, I don't think I can handle that.
I think it's a waste that she has given away her youth like that but if she really needs someone to fill that void in her heart, I guess her children and husband would be perfect. To be in charge of two beings, your own flesh and blood, is a huge challenge and no matter now I imagine, I can't imagine anything at all. It's scary... really scary... I'd rather learn responsibilty by just taking care of myself, tahnk you very much. Perhaps that's shallow or selfish, but I'll never be ready. And to put one's life in my hands, well, you'd better be prepared to lose it honestly.