the littlegirl starlet poses she's lovely and adorable with a tinge of innocence and an air of naivety
she's a star
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Saturday, April 19, 2003
i hate my computer. grrr... i shall type out some things that the computer tells me. if anyone knows how to solve the problem, please tell me!!!
-unable to load the dynamic link library msnp32.dll the system cannot find the file specified. some or all of the following feature in not available:microsoft network
this is where i found useful advice ---> http://www.annoyances.org/exec/forum/win98/t1030957721 and http://www.annoyances.org/exec/forum/win98/t998873891 but can't solve it because my Windows98 CD won't load!!! argh it's driving me nuts! there's also a problem with a "system.ini". help... ....me... ...
littlegirl starlet--------------8:23 pm
Thursday, April 17, 2003
just watched the 'american idol'. it's really addictive. argh why is carmen staying? she is clearly the worst singer of all. kimberly c is wa-ay much better than her. how can it be? i was utterly at a loss for words. all i could think of was, Carmen sucks, she really, really, really sucks. (pardon me. it's true anyway) i expected her to leave this week, especially after her dismal performance. all of the judges agreed she wasn't near good tonight, and yet america doesn't. what is wrong with them?
don't get me wrong, i'm not a huge fan of kimberly but still... ... i only started to watch most of the one and a half hour show in the recent weeks. i'd better not watch anymore.
by the way, why do i detest myself? it's because i haven't been focusing on the things that i really need to do and i give in to procrastination and laziness all the time. deadly sins. everyone around me is working so hard. well, i'll have to forget it and pull myself together. it's all my fault, basically.
littlegirl starlet--------------10:01 pm
Monday, April 14, 2003
oh my gosh oh my gosh... what is wrong with my blog? I can't see a thing except the blog title and blog description!
littlegirl starlet--------------6:25 pm
Oliver! Oliver... Oliver.
came home after watching the musical at the Esplanade. it was a heart-wrenching display of Charles Dicken's "Oliver Twist".
(is that even the correct name of the book? sorry.) ok it wasn't. it was a nice family musical with plenty of
songs which those my age and older would be somewhat familiar with.
i don't know whether i was expecting something spectacular but it didn't leave me breathless.
it had something to do with the fact that i was thinking about a lot of issues as i watched the show.
i was sitting in the first row, which was right next to the stage, thanks to my aunt who received the tickets from
her boss because his children weren't coming to Singapore due to the sars scare. well, i did feel quite good as i sat there but
at the same time, i was worrying about whether the people behind me could hear what i was whisphering to my cousin,
whether i was applauding along with the audience and so on.
i'm a paranoid. anyway, i noticed that one of the boys in the workhouse was a Singaporean child. a teenager perhaps, he's thirteen.
he is one of those child actors on channel 5 and through someone else's programme, we learnt that he was from ACS.
my cousin, having worked with him, knew that he had transferred there.
immediately, i presumed that he transferred to acs only because of its "brand" name.
i felt a stab in my heart because time and again i was reminded of how important a branded school name is to some.
what hit me was that even a twelve, thirteen-year-old would be subject to this kind
of thinking that would be ingrained in his mind. i am once again reminded of how i failed to realise this
sooner, which lead to my miserable existance now. ok, i'm not as miserable now but i often lament and loathe myself.
yet, i don't try my best to prevent myself from going down that road again. that is why i detest myself.
it's difficult to write this all in one entry. i still have homework anyway. see you, if i'm still alive by today.
littlegirl starlet--------------12:37 am
home at twelve.
worried to the bone. fretting my head off. ah... ....!
my homework isn't complete! what should i do?
should i just go to bed and pray that the teachers won't collect the homework tommorrow
or slog through the night just to complete half of it?
i decide. i don't know what to do! oh, how i hate homework with a vengence.
the sight of it freaks me out. sigh.... let me ask my oh-so-wise...
ohh he's gone. argh!
littlegirl starlet--------------12:17 am
Sunday, April 13, 2003
ahh! i'm back! today's officially the 1st day of the week. and the computer is agreeing to work with me.
i haven't been able to log on. guess everything becomes right on a Sunday.
today's no ordinary Sunday either, it's Palm Sunday!
the Sunday before Easter. well, i learnt of it through the funnies in sunday life.
how terrible. i haven't been going to church and stuff, and i think i've sinned so much that,
well, forgiveness won't help. i've committed a few of the 7 deadly sins, one being laziness.
ahh... i'm dead,aren't i. i shouldn't be here too, because i have tons of homework to complete!
i'm going to die for that too. unfortunately, i have to leave the house at 4.30pm because i'll
be watching Oliver! later and my mom doesn't want to be late for our dinner date with my aunt and cousin.
great.
*loves and hates
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*songlist
Everywhere you go. Shawn Mullins.
Lullaby. Shawn Mullins.
Sail Away. Vertical Horizon.
I don't want to be. Gavin Degraw.
Storybook Life. Blessed Union of Soul.
Someday. Nickelback.
Grow Up. Garbage.
Higher. Creed.
Back Here. Bbmak.
Pinch Me. Smashmouth.
Dare to Live. Switchfoot.
I think God can explain. Splendor.
Jaded. Aerosmith.
It's all been done. Barenaked Ladies.
Save Me. Unwritten Law.