i have nothing to say these days. i do have a lot of write about though. (hah, i'm contridicting myself. what am i saying?) but i can't bring myself too. it's as though i have been drained from whatsoever energy i may have had. i'm so lethargic and am wallowing in self-pity. sobz... ...what happened earlier in the week should have given me an awakening. i don't see myself doing the things that i should be doing. i'm wasting my time and wasting my life. i seriously need to get a grip on myself before i drown. help.