the Calling roooooooxxxxxx!!! i love their latest "why don't you and i". actually it's santana featuring them. but they still rock! santana's great too. he's featured Matchbox20 and michelle branch before and all the songs were good. oh yeah... ...
Matchbox20 roooooooooxxx too!!!
littlegirl starlet--------------6:04 pm
Wednesday, August 20, 2003
short and sweet.
2.4 km run today. missed a C by a bloody 4 seconds. we'll see how it goes tommorrow. may run again next week.
tried to start revision at 3.30pm. did a few math questions. ate food in between. did not work from 5 to 6pm. it's 6pm now.
trying hard not to snooze off. though tired. trying to keep awake so that i can fall into a deep sleep tonight.
help!
p.s. sorry not supposed to use "try". I AM DOING MY BEST!
littlegirl starlet--------------6:01 pm
Tuesday, August 19, 2003
oh no oh no oh no, i think i just failed my examination. i think i could hear it in the tone of the examiner's voice. he definitely didn't sound very jolly, though he looked quite. ahhh...!!! what am i going to do? i've brought disgrace to my teacher again. why oh why can't i learn my lesson.
the only thing i can do now is to practice the same pieces again. there's no choice. i hate this! and the period question? it was romantic not classical! argh... i always get that wrong. always! i'm so stupid...
it's 5 pm... i have been brooding over this bloody exam for 5 hours. i am feeling very lousy and tommorrow's my physical fitness test. i want a gold but i guess i'll just have to settle for a silver. damn...
i'm so sick of school, lessons, tuition, people studying, people telling me to study. everything just irritates me and i am tired of it. so tired. why can't we all just stop for a day and... who knows, smile at each other for an insane period of time?
littlegirl starlet--------------12:30 pm
Sunday, August 17, 2003
outside my window, it's raining as hard as it is bleeding and crying inside my heart.
i don't know if i can handle anything. i'm so afraid of failing;yet i don't do anything about it.
actions have consequences, and you are the one who chooses the actions.
do nothing, get nothing. you reap what you sow. you sow air, you get air.
argh, i am getting more ridiculous by day.
i don't know what i'm doing anymore; just drifting like a piece of dead, rotting wood on the ocean.
the rain doesn't stop for me; neither does the pain
i am a silly air-head, aren't i. self-piting as usual. no one pities me, why is it that i am compelled to pity myself? confidence is torn into shreds, passion is fizzled out faster than a candle burning in the wind. everyone talks happily but no one notices the one standing by the corner because it's cold and dark there. they have their dreams and aspirations; so does she. but the difference is within themselves. they believe in more that she does, they work harder because they believe. and she doesn't. she lost the capability to believe in anything at all.
*loves and hates
loves this layout
loves the OC
hates falling
*songlist
Everywhere you go. Shawn Mullins.
Lullaby. Shawn Mullins.
Sail Away. Vertical Horizon.
I don't want to be. Gavin Degraw.
Storybook Life. Blessed Union of Soul.
Someday. Nickelback.
Grow Up. Garbage.
Higher. Creed.
Back Here. Bbmak.
Pinch Me. Smashmouth.
Dare to Live. Switchfoot.
I think God can explain. Splendor.
Jaded. Aerosmith.
It's all been done. Barenaked Ladies.
Save Me. Unwritten Law.