oh no oh no oh no, i think i just failed my examination. i think i could hear it in the tone of the examiner's voice. he definitely didn't sound very jolly, though he looked quite. ahhh...!!! what am i going to do? i've brought disgrace to my teacher again. why oh why can't i learn my lesson.
the only thing i can do now is to practice the same pieces again. there's no choice. i hate this! and the period question? it was romantic not classical! argh... i always get that wrong. always! i'm so stupid...
it's 5 pm... i have been brooding over this bloody exam for 5 hours. i am feeling very lousy and tommorrow's my physical fitness test. i want a gold but i guess i'll just have to settle for a silver. damn...
i'm so sick of school, lessons, tuition, people studying, people telling me to study. everything just irritates me and i am tired of it. so tired. why can't we all just stop for a day and... who knows, smile at each other for an insane period of time?
