honestly, i'm here because i can't bear to face the music. i lack the courage to face them, especially
that girl. my will is not strong enough; not yet at least. but like i said, i'll build up my confidence. slowly but surely. i thought the Lord would make everything right, but what He does is to give you the strength; so that you may emerge victorious.
i haven't received my share of today's strength, Lord. would you mind sending it to me? thank You.
i know i'm running away, for today. but i simply can't walk into those rooms, pretending to be gay and free. today i gain control of my feelings, and suppress the madness that fills my soul. i just need a break. please.
