Wednesday, October 15, 2003

to heck with everything, i say! this entry shall be in bold, you got that?! today i am leaving everything behind, i'm moving forward and never looking back. with the Bible in one hand and my pen the other, together we will storm the examination hall and attack them with gusto! *Hiii-ya!* (my war cry).

my friend's right, there simply no, zero, zlich point in being morose for hours, days and weeks. the only thing i can do about it is to work harder and to make up for my mistakes. oh-ho, i've made a lot of mistakes these past few years and especially during my prelims but it's time to stop moping about. i don't ever want p6 to repeat itself, to find myself in a jc i hate, to be with people i can't get along with. to be reminded of my secondary school.

so, to heck with everything! i'm leaving my sorrows, my pains, my cries behind and am hoping to watch them bite my dust. i will zoom off in my bmw and make myself proud. make my family proud. i mustn't, mustn't disappoint them. i mustn't let them down but most importantly, i musn't let myself down.

i still want to get into the humanities programme; or at least hwa chong. i still want my 6 points; i still want my 8A1s, i still want to be free to make the choice. HWA CHONG, do you hear me!!!! I'm gonna crash those gates of yours and let myself in! i must, i must, i MUST!

i'm still going to aim for the moon and even if i miss, i'll land among the stars. NOTHING IS GOING TO STOP ME, do you hear?!?!

littlegirl starlet--------------1:09 pm