i'm... i'm... i'm...at a loss for words!
my tutor just went through my chem paper one and... and... -bursts into tears-
i did pretty well! i thought i would get 27/40 but...i... did it!
i scored higher! i'm sooo "hare-ppppp"! i'm also hare-pppp because it's the last paper!
at the back of my mind i still scared though but...
it's a cause for celebration!
oh crapo, just thought "what if my paper 2 sucks to the highest level of suckinest"? argh! i can never stop can i?
11.15pm- a few more agonising hours... just a few more steps and my fate is sealed. i've learned a lot this exam and no, i did not learn anything new from my textbooks haha. i can throw every bloody book away! i think i shall go ask my sec3 friend if she wants anything. guess there's no one else to give them to.
a huge change will be introduced into my life but i can't tell you now. it's painful... for me.
just a few more hours. HANG ON!
right now i'm just plucking thoughts out of thin air. i don't know what to say. well, i can finally be a crazy ol' girl who does crazy things no matter which school she's from because as of tomorrow, i don't belong to any school whoo hooo! i'm gonna rip off my tie, kick back and put my feet up on the seats in front of me in the cinema. seriously. but now that wouldn't portray me as a cultured, civilised being, would it? but who cares? ii'll be worry free soon, all those high-class poseurs can go suck eggs. heh. learnt that from a storybook. i'd recommend it to you some other time.
i want to be one of them, the elite but sometimes being at the top is too pressurising. but what's life without pressure, especially in dear Singapore? who says children of rich and fabulous adults can't have fun? not that i'm one of them but i digress.
exams wreak havoc with my face. pimples are erupting like nobody's business. i miss my brother(no not my real one).
